24 July 2019
It was about 100 kms to Amruturu, where I would meet Kaushik. Manasa and I left home around 6.40am, I dropped her to Madhukara's home and left for the rest of the ride. It was a lone long ride, thoughts and questions passing by just like the passing by vehicles. I was finding a reason to cancel this visit, like I do every time and I was glad I didn't cancel it. There was a kind of happiness that I'm doing something which is very dear to me, visiting a farm, trying to learn something about farming. This day had given me enough time to think through different things and listen to myself, I guess this is important and I must do it quiet often.It was one of a kind of experience to visit Kaushik. It gave me a chance to speak out the muted questions in my head. It is very unusual to meet someone like him, who is very decisive at his actions, may be because I lack at it. I do not think it is easy at all to just leave everything behind and hold on to something which we love dearly to do and we believe it would work. For me anything short of 100% planning and preparation would be nothing less than a risk. I respect his decision and his confidence in learning how to farm and succeed. Through out our discussion, he sounded very confident and with no regrets what so ever.
We met at his home and we started talking. All of it were probably answers to my never ending questions. All that I wanted to know was probably how do I do it? How do I start farming with whatever time and resources I have right now.
I'm sure, I cannot quit everything right now and get to the field, but will I be able to do it at some point of time? May be I was not even looking at the profit and returns from farming, I just want to get my hands dirty and grow something.
I met Kiran who was Kaushik's partner and a mentor. The starting point for both of them was balcony/terrace gardening. They also suggested and insisted that I must try it first before getting on to the large farms. We went to the farm which Kiran owns, it seemed like an acre by looking at the dimension. Both of them believed that it could be more than enough for making a profit out of it. It was surprising and also seemed possible. We did some digging to build a small storage room at the farm and that was the only work I could do.
We returned back to Kaushik's home for lunch and his mother had cooked a very delicious lunch. We just sat around the house and talk about different aspects. We watered the small vegetable patches around his house. As soon as I got to know that we might not go back to the farm again, I decided to go back to Bangalore. I waited until his sister came home and left soon after that.
I had a brief stop at a small tea shop. The experience of the solitude was unique. It was cloudy through the ride back to Bangalore.
